Mahirap bang hanapin yan? Hindi naman diba? Siguro it takes a lot of things before you feel that kind of contentment. Aminado din ako. Na matagal kong narealize na may word na “contentment” pala?!
CONTENTED na ko eh. Okay na ko sa ganito. Stable na kame eh. Masaya. Komportable. Walang sikreto. Konting tampuhan pero wala yun, pampatibay lang. Masasayang memorya. Mga malalalim at seryosong usapan. Ang pagbuo ng kinabukasan. Pagabot sa pangarap. Buong suporta. Pagtanggap ng buong puso. Paglalambing na nakakakilig. Mga pakornihang banat. Mga wirdong trip at kung ano ano pa.
Nakakatuwang isipin na ganito na pala ko ngayon. KUNTENTO. Walang ibang iniisip. Walang dahilan pero habang tinatype ko to. Naiiyak ako na napapangiti. :’)
Iba talaga pag umiibig yung tipong. MAHAL MO SYA. SYA LANG. KAYO LANG. AT GANUN DIN SYA SAYO.
I LOVE YOU BABE! :)
Late upload. At dahil nagcrave ako dito. Eto. Bibitayin naman ako ni Bryan sa Ube. HAHAHHA!! i LOVE YOU! <3
Salamat babe!
that we both have that serious, meaningful and useful talk we both needed it. It will let our relationship grow. I had to tell him things so he won’t worry but I also gave time and chance for him to be ready of opening the past chapters of his life. it was never easy sharing for him. He’d been thinking I might get angry at him (Like what his Ex does). So I told him that even in a spot in my memory I haven;t got made at him. We even talked about sexual things that happened to him and his Ex he thought I was gonna react hysterically but I didn’t and I just laughed at it. :]]
This night isn’t an ordinary night fir the both of us. :)) But it’s one of the most perishable ones. :))
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I want to be with someone who understands.
Why waste my time with someone else who I must put up a front just to try to keep their attention? I want to be able to be crazy, act silly, and most of all, be myself without feeling that I might be judged in any way. I want to be with someone who essentially will only want to be with me because they enjoy the kind of person that I am. I don’t want to put up an act and pretend to be someone I’m not, hiding behind insecurities and lies just to make that person happy. I want to be happy. I deserve to be happy. And I need someone who will share that same happiness with; someone who understands me and allow me to understand them back.
^THIS^
WHUUUT? Natripan lang namin. :)) Kakapagupit lang nya ehh. :))) *TRIM* (Lagi naman) Bago kami kumain ng mahiwagang dinner na ang ulam ay Kare-Kare. YUMM! :))
24/365
Love is FUN. lalo na kung sobrang close na kayo ng boyfriend mo. :)
Nabili nya na si TRACEY!! :)) Isang mahiwagang effects sa gitara na sobrang pinagipunan sya talaga!! Sobrang proud at saya ko kasi may nabili nanaman syaaaa :)) LINE 6 po yan. :))) Natry ko sya gamitin ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHTIG Talaga!! :))))))) Oh well. Share lungs. LATE na nga to eh, Last year pa to. HAHAHHAHA
In months. lilipad na ko pa America. Mamimiss ko lahat ng tao na naging parte ng buhay pilipinas ko. Ramdam ko na namalapit na kong mapalayo sa mga taong mahal ko dito. Pero hindi ko pinaparamdam sa kanila laging sinasabi ay … “Ewan ko lang. Chill lang hindi pa ko aalis.” Wala rin naman akong magawa para pigilan ang mga pangyayari. Kami naman ang LDR. Nakakatawa lang isipin kasi matagaltagal ko narin tong inaasahan pero… ganito pala ang feeling kapag malapit na. Hindi ako natatakot na iwanan si Bryan. (Hindi Dahil baka makahanap sya.) Dahil baka hindi ko kayaning iwanan sya na sobrang malulungkot siya. Napag usapan namin to. At sa twing tinaTRY ko syang i-brief tungkol sa mga mangyayari nauuwi sa malungkot na usapan kaya ayoko na munang pagusapan yun. Napagkasunduan namin na hindi nya ko ihahatid sa Airport dahil mas mahirap kung makikita ko yung reaksyon nya kapag paalis na ko. Osyyyaa!! Sa susunod ko na ulit to ibloblog kakain muna ko ng Daing na Bangus and Kain YUMM!!
Ever since I met you. :)
NICE TIMELINES! <3 This is not LOVE. this is us. :)
AKO PO ANG CAPTAIN BALL NG PUSO MO! <”:
I love life! Everyday is a new experience! I love to help others and enjoy laughing and watching others have a good time! I am a very honest person who will bust his butt to to achieve goals in life! I am very into nature and will pull over on the side of the road to move a turtle so it doesn't get run over. I like all kinds of weather (except when it is over 80 degrees) I don't like watching people get hurt and I will defend people that can't defend themselves! I don't like people who lie or are high and mighty! People who purposely hurt others are scum and should be put away forever! But for the most part I am a content person who believes that we should all stop and enjoy life when ever we can because we are only here a short time and letting life slip by without enjoying it is a waste! I could go on and on but you get the idea of how I am!
Personality wise- a jumble of every emotion, I'm a goofball, I'm serious, I have my downs..I get excited over stupid things..like taking a myspace quiz over my friends..or painting...and with that being said, I cry over stupid things too..like sad movies or whaever, it upsets me, i cried in aquamarine (don't ask :p)
most people don't see my real personality.
I would like to describe myself as a very straightforward person who likes to take things in his stride in a very level headed manner.Life is quite exciting to me as it has galores of opportunities and experiences to offer and i feel one should always make the right use of it. I am adventurous by nature for I like to take up new challenges. It gives me the zeal and impetus to work towards excellence.One thing I firmly believe in is that one should always strive towards individual betterment, in whichever form it may be.Therefore I'm never tired of beginning where others end.
I LIVE IN REALITY AND MAKE IT JUST LIKE A DREAM.
fate? destiny? happy endings?
DAAAMN THAT'S DOPE.
